Monday, July 25, 2005

chillin for the first time

For the first time since school started, I am actually enjoying my weekend, not worrying about what will happen on Monday, or Tuesday. I am still hoping that we don't have classes tomorrow (Benavides day diba?!) but I am actually happy that we don't have school today.. Long weekend.. What a way to end our Monthly Exams, which was hell by the way. I am so frustrated with myself, especially last Thursday night, because I lost all the enthusiasm that I had when school started. I was too lazy to study for Micro-Para lec and lab. What happened? I think I failed my Lab exam. But what the heck, it's only 1 unit! Ugh, then I remember Ana-Physio. Ang hirap sobra. Can I die now? But I promised myself I won't think of the possible results.. I have to enjoy the weekend. I deserve it :)

I can now say that I can drive. I was able to drive myself to school for 3 days. I live in Marikina and my school's in Espana. Amazing? haha I was so proud of myself. I was able to endure the traffic in Espana and was able to survive in QC Circle. Was able to make gitgitan with jeepney drivers and fx drivers - which is bad, next time I should just let them go first. Hay. I am getting older. But I actually feel younger. :)

I watched the FEU-UST game yesterday with my 2 sisters, and can I just say, nakakahiya talaga. We lost AGAIN. We haven't won a match since God knows when.

I missed the post-test in Mod4 yesterday. F*ck that NSTP thing. Why does it have to be online?! I went online last Saturday, but there were no available quizzes online naman!!! Ugh. I know I have to love my school, but how can you love it,when every time you go to school (after leaving the house an hour earlier to beat the traffic) the traffic is worse in the campus, when you try to park (at 6.45am),there's no more free parking left, you'll have to park in the Pay Parking Lot, where you'll have to pay 30 bucks for the first 3 hours and additional 10 bucks for every exceeding hour, when you go to the bathroom, it stinks to the point that you couldn't breathe, when you get to the cubicle, there's no flush, when you try to wash your hands, there's no water, when you go out to have lunch in Dapitan, the guards are so careless and the street stinks! I'm telling you my list is really long. nakakainis. I love my life in the college though. Isipin ko nalang na lahat ng hirap at bagay na kinabwibwisitan ko will make me a better person. :)

PICTURES!
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abbie and dindin before PE

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oana took this picture. nasan kaya ako diyan? hmm.. kopyahan ana-physio

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mga nagffeeling before mag-duty. sa harap pa ng field eh noh? paki nyo ba haha :p

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me and oana in the clinical div, while making the floor plan of the hospital

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@ abbie's condo before our duty (RLE)

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

exam week

Hassle. Exam week today.

Got no time to blog. I just went online to email my homework to someone.

I am so not eating at KFC anymore. Got food poisoned ba naman. Tsk. Lost 5 lbs over the weekend because of what happened. At least may benefits din diba.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

dead tired

Had my duty in the OPD this afternoon. I was surprised that we would be actually interacting with "clients" today, as today's supposed to be Orientation day, since it's our first meeting with our new CI.

We're going to pay 2 courtesy calls to the Manila Health Dept - District 1 Health Center and Dagupan Health Center tomorrow. Good luck to us. :)

I'm so tired. And stressed. Have to finish the powerpoint presentation for my group's report tomorrow in Ana-Physio. I don't want to report, so instead, I volunteered to do the presentation since no one wants to do the dirty work.

Thank God it's almost friday.

Miss you Trisha.

I'm listening to Gino's cd right now. Their band's really good. Kuya Louie's a really good singer. I guess it runs in the blood :) Hope they make it big.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

bye bye trisha

Trisha left for Canada this afternoon.. She'll always be my best friend..

Uwi na dito Trish! Nyak, wala pa ata siya dun, pinauuwi ko na eh noh?

Jia, Ria, Nina, Aiza, my sisters, my parents, yaya, Gino, and I miss you na!

Love you Trishie pie.

HAPPY STORY NAMAN.

We finally have our name plates, which makes us certified student nurses. I believe in all other Nursing schools or in most schools that is, they get their name plates freshman year of college. In UST-Nursing, we have to work hard to earn that. Having a name plate is like being assured that you're going to make it, you're going to be a certified registered nurse one day. :) Thank God we won't be mistaken as 1st year students anymore. Though 1st year was fun, I'd rather be a soph thank you very much. :)

I still miss Trisha. I talked to her this morning before entering Comp class. When I entered the room, I was crying na. Then Abbie told me that Oana's crying, eh I can't show myself to others coz I was crying also. People found us weird nga coz mga kaibigang nagiiyakan. They thought that I was crying coz Oana was crying. Haha. Turns out, Oana cried coz Ade kept teasing her and she just burst. Haha. Pikon pala si Oana.

Yikes, I'm going to Tondo tomorrow. RLE ko sa Manila Health Dept - Dagupan, Tondo. I can do this :)

Monthly exams next week. Hay. Kakayanin.

Monday, July 11, 2005

doom day tomorrow

Doom day tomorrow. Trisha's leaving na nga.

I never thought that that day would actually come and that it's actually really happening so soon. Us being apart from each other. I thought we'd part ways after graduation since I'd be working in the States and she'd still be here. Yet, it's not our destiny. She was destined to live in Canada. I'll miss being with her, calling her from school just because I'm bored and I need her, calling her and asking her to come over to just hang out. I wish I could turn back time and be in High School again. Back then, our problems seem petty and we were just enjoying life. College seemed different at first because I don't have her or my barkada with me in school. I accepted the fact that we won't be going to the same University na nga, but I still can't accept the fact that she's leaving. For good. But I have to. It still doesn't seem real. Like what Trish said, it'll only sink in when she's in Canada na. I'm so sad. I couldn't let go of her nga last Saturday when her parents picked her up from my place eh. Kept crying till I went to sleep.

Saturday was the best. Last bonding moment with Trish before she leaves, and period. :(

Trisha, ikaw parin best friend ko, kahit nasa Canada ka na. Mahal na mahal kita. :'( I'm crying right now, as I type.

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Love you Trishie pie. Mwah.

Pictures from last Saturday
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while watching the ust-up match last saturday. we got the best seats in the house. During the UP-UST game, we were seated beside the UST bench - our real seats. During the FEU-UE match, we were right behind the FEU bench haha :)
Love you trish!

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ria, me, trisha, and jia

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@ bayo

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ria and dindin

School pictures
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abbie driving back to school after our lunch date with inna in e.rod

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abbie and i hanging out in her car before our first PE meeting

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after playing basketball - in our school uniform. beat that haha

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me and karen - before our DUTY - the only thing that's missing is the cap :)

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me and oana in abbie's bed

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abbie and din before english

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oana abbie and me

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on our way to d'fort

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since i stay at the back (i'm the 2nd to the last in the class list) i was able to take pictures of people sleeping during ana-physio class.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

life of a stressful being

I'm so stressed with everything that's been happening lately.. So many things to do for school, yet I don't think I have enough time to do everything. I always have back pains due to stress, and unlike last week where 11pm is too late for me (in sleeping), it seems like I'm back to living the life of someone whose slumber starts at 11pm and ends at 5am SHARP. My life seems so boring, but actually it isn't.

Before I go on and be all emotional and stuff, let me just say that I am so frustrated right now. I studied hard last night - I read the whole chapter on Nervous System worth 40+ pages! Yet we weren't able to have the "short" quiz today. Instead, we'll be having the short and long quiz on Nervous System tomorrow.. Not only that, we have another quiz on Endocrine System, which I still have to read tonight. Ugh!!! This is the reason why my uncle, after graduating from UST BSN didn't work right away, even with all his honors such as being a cum laude and #9 in the boards. Now I know why. I hope I have the energy to work right after I graduate. Know what, even if I'm so tired studying and staying in school late for classes and duty, I feel so happy and so excited. For the first time in my life, I am actually excited to be studying and learning new things. And I am quite happy about that actually. I don't need to be in the Dean's list. As long as I know I'm doing my best in every quiz, every exam, every "assignment", I'm happy. Although being in the Dean's List would be a plus.

I am feeling quite low today because Trisha's leaving on Tuesday. To all my friends from SPCP, Ana Patricia Gonzaga aka Trisha or Anapat is leaving on July 12th for good. Text her na or something. I'm so sad. She has made my life "a whole lot nicer and so much happier and funner" and it's gonna be different not having her around. I know she's from La Salle and I'm from UST, but we still find time to talk to each other, tell each other how we're doing, that kinda thing, and I always call her when I'm bored with school or when I need a friend. Now all that's gonna change. :( It's so sad. She promised naman that she'll be coming back when she's saved enough money na naman eh. Take care Trishie Pie.

Gotta study pa. Yes, I'm a changed woman. :)

Sunday, July 03, 2005

andy lost to roger.. again..

Yes, Andy Roddick lost to Roger Federer. For the nth time.. But it's okay.. He fought. But lost.

I cried nga coz he didn't win the championship.. And because i felt so bad for him. I know the feeling.. I saw that look on his face.
This look on his face.
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see what i mean?

US OPEN.. COMING SOON. :)

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getting pumped up!

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cutie

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roll over :)

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ooooh.... :)

so many things to do, so little time

So many things to do, so little time. I really have to manage my time wisely. I spend my whole weekend studying and sleeping. Thank God I managed to have a pedicure (my toenails were in dire need of a pedicure - it's been months na!)

Anyway, I learned a lot of things today. I know it's such a cliche, but we really shouldn't judge anyone. We don't have the right to judge anyone, simply because we're not God. I wish I could take back all the anger and hatred that has been built in my heart. I'm slowly letting go of all the bad feelings I have for anyone. Like what my mom said, no matter how hard I study, no matter how hard I work, if there's hatred in my heart, it wouldn't get me anywhere.

Enough of that drama.

I woke up from my late siesta last night (around 6pm) because my dear Oana texted me and told me to watch Punk'd simply because andy was the one being punk'd. When I turned on the TV, tada! It was Andy! He was so handsome. I am so right in wanting him! He was so cute. And he's just perfect.. So anyway, that same night I watched him in his semis match with Tommy Johansson.. Thank God Andy won. I was like on the edge of my seat the whole time and was so into the game because it was such a close fight! I am so happy that Andy made it to the finals.. I am so going to watch his match tonight. Yes, I'm so happy! =) Back to Andy, I hope he wins.. He deserves this..

Good luck Andy dear!

**I hope our Micro-Para quiz is moved to Wed. I wasn't able to give that much attention to the subject because of Andy's match. And because I spent most of my afternoon sleeping..

Saturday, July 02, 2005

thank God for weekends

I am super tired from the whole week. Had our RLE in the hospital ward last wed and thursday. SInce we were in the Pay Hospital, we weren't doing any vital signs, (of course the patients were paying, they deserve the best nursing care from professional nurses, not from student nurses). Those days really got me toxic. I salute the nurses who've been working for years. Can't believe I'd be doing those things i saw the nurses who I shadowed, for the rest of my life. Hopefully, I retire early ahahaha. But seriously, being a nurse is no joke. YOu'd think that it's just following doctor's orders and making sure your patients are okay, but man, if those are the only things you know that nurses do, don't take up nursing. Nurses do everything. And there are only 2-3 nurses per ward. Imagine that. 8 hours non-stop and you have to attend to 25 patients. I just hope I finish college in UST. Though the job's toxic, I still want to be a nurse. I can't wait to be one. Have to finish this course to achieve my long-term goal. hahaha

have to study for about 6 long quizzes this week.

Good luck to me.

Andy's in the semis. too bad his match with johansson got suspended last night (yesterday afternoon in london). I was waiting for it pa naman. I hope he wins the finals. if he reaches the finals, that is. Well, I hope he wins his match with Johansson and wins over Roger. He's been my inspiration these past few days. This past few weeks, I felt like I couldn't study and concentrate anymore. To the point that I'm already thinking of giving up. Then I think of Andy. He proved that he's more than a big serve and more than just a pretty handsome face. He's working his (sorry for the term) ass off, and succeeds in whatever he wants to do. He works hard for what he wants, and I have to be like that. I have to be more determinated and more focused. Love. :)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

busy busy busy

i am so tired from waking up reallyy early just to get to school on time, going home late from school, studying pa when i get home because i have so much to do and so much to study for. grabe. this is like ten time worse than last year. but then, i'm enjoying what i'm doing this time, since i know that being a nurse is something i'd do for the rest of my life. *sigh*

still have to finish my microbio-parasitology lab homework. grabe. minor subjects are killing me ah. ana-physio and micro-para are like 20 times harder than CHN, fundamentals of nursing, and RLE. i actually enjoy my nursing subjects.. i'm excited to be doing the work na nga eh. i'm just not looking forward to practicing how to inject and all. hay.

will be posting next time.

Friday, June 24, 2005

funnest day of my life

today is manila day. no classes. did my homeworks this afternoon. twas boring at first. yet, this has to be the funnest day of my life.

as i mentioned in of my latest posts, trisha's leaving on july 12th. so a week ago, i invited her to watch southborder's big concert in araneta coliseum tonight. she got here at 5.40. i just finished watching andy's suspended match then. we chatted a bit and played with margaux. then had dinner at 6.30.. we left at 7.30, then went to gateway first since it was raining. we met up with ate mae and her friends there and gave them their tickets since we wanted to go to araneta na. so there. the concert was great. danced nga eh. haha. so anyway, after the concert, we went to eastwood to eat. twas tiring kasi, and i was sweating like a pig when we left the concert, so i was really tired. then basta, when we got the check, i thought i saw duncan from southborder pass by our table. then ate said, ''uy, si vince ng southborder yun diba?'' i quickly jumped from my seat since i really really wanted to have a picture with them, since i promised oana that if i see duncan or vince, i'd have my picture taken with either of them. so kakahiya sobra. kasi nagkagulo kami sa table. ate jumped from her seat as well and followed me. then this waitress told ate that the guys were coming back since they just ordered. basta it was chaos. we had our pictures taken with them and had our tickets signed too. kj as i may sound, i don't want to elaborate on the story since it's really really funny. and i felt really really jologs. wanna know why? everyone in the restaurant was watching us. yes. so so so embarrassing. hahahaha

oana, i did it for you. :)

what's more, when i was in jack's loft, i was panicking since i wanted to watch andy's game. or be updated. gino couldn't watch anymore since he was sleepy na daw. so i kept calling some of my friends. gl was my savior, as he was the only one who checked the game. turns out, the game was at that moment suspended due to light rain. the reason i even went online at this ungodly hour? because i checked in wimbledon.org whether andy won or not. thank God he won. i'm so happy :) see, one of the funnest days ever..

drove pa from edsa to our place.

icing on the cake :)

someone sent a hate message to me in friendster. i don't know who sent that. it's really mean. how could someone even do that? grabe. she exerted so much effort just to "please" me ah.

wrong nickname pa diba! how could she even send that message when she doesn't even know who i am? not even my nickname! if i have offended that person, well i've reconciled with people who i have hurt in the past. well, not all. but i've forgiven all of the people who have hurt me, and i take back all the bad things i said about anyone. don't be a chicken. reveal your true identity. you had the courage to send that very mean message, why not tell me who you really are? i know i seem maarte & mayabang to some people, but that's just 'cause they don't know me well enough. but that's crossing the line. wow. sorry, cruel, you can't put me down.

even that couldn't dampen my bright mood. :) i'm in love. with life. with andy. with gino. with God. with my family. and with friends.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

2nd week and so stressed na!

it's only the 2nd week of classes and i'm so stressed about everything. i have to do good this time so i'm focused on my studies. but at the same time i have to take care of myself so i sleep early. no time for tv. no time for gino. no time for MYSELF.

i wore my stockings, apron and white shoes for the first time today. :) feeling nurse na talga, especially coz when i was in the clinical div hospital, this patient's dad (i think) approached me and said, "nurse, pwede ba gamitin yung wheelchair?" i smiled at him and said, "hindi ko po alam, tanong nyo po sa nurses' station." hahahaha

i had to revise the floor plan (which took me a whole hour to do - while listening/watching one tree hill last night) i did, and after an hour, tapos na. i'm gonna study for ana-physio na. good luck dindin.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

you're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration

first of all, Happy Father's day to all dads out there! :)

"you're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration!"

haaaaaay.. weird as it may sound, but i'm so excited to study.. i read a chapter in both microbiology and anatomy & physiology already.. di ba naman excited?! well.. it's all for my future..

i miss inna..

trisha's leaving on july 12th na talaga. she confirmed it yesterday, when i talked to her.. trish, if you're reading this, i got you a ticket for the southborder concert on friday na.

hay.. life..

i talked to my tito francis a while ago. yabang talaga nun. he got a 1.25 in anatomy & physiology daw when he was a soph. nyak. pressure!!! i hope i do well this term..

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

first day funk

first day of school. and i'm soo tired. got up promptly at 5 and arrived in school at 6.30. man. was i early or what?! for the first time in the history of claudine's life, i arrived in school way earlier than all the others. better than being late noh.

i'm super tired.

i forgot the requirements for RLE today. thank God for rowell, who lent me his steth, sphygmo, thermometers, and lots more for my RLE today. he saved me ah. the CI assigned to us checked our requirements eh. *sigh*

we're required to attend this manila public health dept orientation in sta. mesa tomorrow at 8 am. like i know where it is. why not have the orientation in UST instead? hay. life's like that :) just found out today that my first experience of RLE would be in the UST Pay Hospital. OB-Gyne ward. :) hahaha :) good luck dindin :)

Monday, June 13, 2005

i'm in love :)

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after the winning shot

i saw andy roddick play at the stella artois finals last night.. it was fate.. i was watching something else, which i forgot, as of the moment, when i switched the channel to espn. i thought of andy coz the camera was focused on this big guy who's playing tennis when voila, i saw the name roddick at the scoreboard. i screamed! and it was live pa ah! i was so into the game that i didn't even respond to my sister who was talking to me pala. obviously, my dear andy won :) He's held on to the title for 3 consecutive years. i'm so proud of him :) despite his injuries these past months, he ranks 5th in the world. and he is just so gwapo! i love him :) because he won the finals, he was interviewed by this brit reporter, and his voice is just music to my ears. *sigh* i've been in love with him for 5 years already.. crazy as it may sound, but the real reason i'm taking up nursing is to be close to andy roddick. i want to meet him. and marry him. haay. pathetic. a girl can dream, right? after all, lucy torres was a nobody when she met richard gomez, who is like her andy roddick. basta her dream guy. hay. :)

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his smile is contagious :)

i'm in love.
i'm inspired. :)
oh gino sweetie,if you're reading this, don't get mad.. nauna si andy sa buhay ko. remember?;)

school starts on wed! i'm so anxious! i wanna go to school but at the same time i don't want school to start. panget ng sched ko!!! 7-5 thrice a week and 8.30-6 on tuesdays. puro 1 hour breaks lang pa. badtrip hay.

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andy with doug, his new coach

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that's my boy :)

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H-O-T!!!

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love that smile :)

Thursday, June 09, 2005

june 2005

only 6 more days til school starts.. i am so not looking forward to going to school. i hate waking up early in the morning. i hate lacking sleep, hate being always puyat, hate having acne on my face and on my back coz of the stress, and the list goes on. but of course, i am looking forward to school because i'm gonna learn new stuff. nerdy for me to say, but i am quite fascinated with new things i learn, and especially now that i'd be having my majors narin. :)

trisha told me that they might leave for canada on july 12th. i couldn't believe it. trisha, you cannot leave me! :( di ko kakayanin.. you're like my bestest best friend. :'( this is just so sad. i thought you were leaving on august pa. everyone's leaving me. before si maribel. then si sweet. then tito francis, tita lhong and pao. now, si trisha :( i think i'm cursed. the people i love and cherish are leaving me. trisha's mom told me that iiwan ko din naman daw si trisha eventually coz i'm gonna be working in the states. that's like after college pa! 2nd year palang ako.. i know i'm being unreasonable here. i just can't live with the fact that trisha's leaving me.. i love you dear.. :( let's make the most of your time left here.. promise visit ka namin in canada when you live there na.. :'(

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

it's official! 2nd year college na nga haha

ooh. pathetic dindin. what a title. good thing the title doesn't appear in this template. haha
so in case you can't view the title, what it's reallyt trying to say is that i've enrolled early this morning and i'm a 2nd year student na. haha i still couldn't believe i'm a college student. feels like i'm still in high school. all that's about to change, because of my sched. MWTH, i go home at 5. my first class i think is 7 or 8.30. whatever. on tuesdays, 8.30-6. i have a 5-hr subject (1-6pm). it ain't lab. it's all lecture. good God, i hope i get out earlier. wawa naman ako. well, on fridays naman okay sched ko eh. one class in the morning then pe in the afternoon.

moving on... i had lunch with gino, mark, and my 2 sisters @ jack's loft. i made libre because i made Ate wait the whole morning. she was my driver eh. after having lunch, mark and ate left to fix their papers for school, while gino watched chi and i race at the arcade. i lost. i'm the one who drives yet i lost. pathetic haha :) we contemplated whether we were gonna watch a movie or not. we asked permission from mama first and after getting the go signal from ma, we bought tickets for a lot like love, which i super duper love. i've always wanted to watch that movie. ashton kutcher is super handsome. i love him. i cried. i'm just a hopeless romantic. i love watching love stories. gino wants to watch suspense movies or action flicks and told me that i should watch those movies to broaden my interests. i told him "I hate seeing people die. I'm gonna be seeing a lot of people die right in front of me when I start working you know. I want happy stories because I'm a happy person. PERIOD." It's true though. Why watch people die noh? I'd like to watch War of the Worlds though. seems nice.

I think i looked and seemed mataray today. Sorry to the people i've offended. Don't mean to offend anyone. :) Bad mood lang.

Love life people!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

the new american idol

i knew carrie underwood would be this year's American Idol. she has been my favorite since the final 12 have been chosen. yipee!! i made a bet with gino and i won! i like bo bice too, but carrie is just my favorite. she's very beautiful and she reminds me of reese witherspoon, one of my favorite actresses.. a.i.'s best finale ever. i woke up at 8am just to catch it live in star world. haay. obsessed.

classes will start on june 15th. i am so not looking forward to school. hate waking up early and going home tired. hate sleeping for at most 7 hours! hate staying up late just to study. but love being not fat because of the pressures of school.

summer's almost over and i haven't even mastered my driving. i'm supposed to be driving myself to school and back starting 2nd sem. i know it's still the start of the new school year, but how do i learn how to really drive between now until october or december? no idea. :(

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

may the force be with you

i am so freaking pissed.

i had like a really long post yesterday. when i pressed submit post, tada, it was gone. when i checked my blog, it wasn't even published.what's wrong with blogger? oh well. anger will only make me look older, so i'd make a new post instead.

last sunday, was family day. we heard mass at 10.30 and it was sooooooo hot! it's so hard being in the phils. i have never experienceda summer this hot. moving on, after we heard mass, we went to shang, and ate at cibo, then watched the last installation of star wars, the revenge of the sith, and can i just share, i think hayden christensen is to-die-for. he is such a versatile actor. i didn't think he'd pull it off - what i mean is his character being a meanie. biased i know, i saw him in one of his older films where he played a rebellious son, and well, he pulled it off, prolly because he dyed his hair jet black and he had these piercings andtattooes, but with star wars, the make-up did wonders for him. he doesn't look good when he scowls though. either way, he is totally gorgeous. :)i have never been a fan of star wars, but i liked the film, anyway. i was kinda bored at the beginning, but the movie's not at all draggy, compared to episodes 1 & 2.

i was with kaye yesterday. BONDING TIME. i missed being with her noh. this is the first summer where we don't see each other at least twice a week.i had a great time. we went to the country club and catched up on a lot of things. after all, i haven't seen her since feb 26 - my debut. :( margaux adores kaye! kakatuwa sobra.

i have lost 5 lbs. i think i mentioned in my previous post that while i was in hk, i gained 5 lbs. well, i lost what i gained and i am hoping that i continuelosing weight. i've only gone to the gym once but am persistent. SELF-CONTROL is the key. i lessened the food that i ate. if i eat heavy merienda, i don't have dinner anymore. when it's not raining, i go walking/jogging around the subdivision. when it's raining or i don't have anyone else to walk with,i exercise in my room. 50 rounds in my room, 80 crunches, 35 of the hard thing we do in pe (yes, i don't know what it's called, if any of my pe-mates are reading this, we only did it once - i'm so stupid ahahaha) i hope i continue losing weight. :)

i'm going to have a car for 3 days. fri-sun. too bad i won't be able to use it on friday coz i'm going to divisoria with my mom naman. you see, i haveto practice driving. or else i won't get a license. my parents keep nagging me about it na. nobody wants to ride when i'm riding kasi feeling nila mamamatayna sila. i'm not that bad a driver naman eh. I CAN DO THIS. until now i can't imagine myself driving outside the subdivision. ooh i'm such a scaredy-cat.i'm so used with having someone drive for me that i don't want to drive. but on the flip side, when i drive my own car, i can leave school whenever i want to, i can go out without waiting for the driver. hay. aja. :)

i miss my friends. trisha! wag ka nga batugan, i need you! labas na tayo! jia..kaya mo yan.. aiza, ria and nina! miss you girls! mwah mwah! love you!gino, wag na magselos kay hayden christensen at kay carlo aquino. kay andy roddick ka lang dapat magselos :)

i'll be posting some pictures :)

MY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS
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margaux in zambales with her suit on

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still in the province taking pictures of herself

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at home watching meteor garden :)

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sleepy baby!

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my gogo at edsa shang. isn't she the cutest? :)

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with mr. bee :)

SOURCE OF INSPIRATION
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andy roddick. i've been in love with him since he was playing in the juniors league. nauna pa ko kay mandy moore!! good luck on the french open, andy! (feeling he'd be able to read this eh haha)

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one word: HOT! he's mine!

FAMILY PICTURES FROM HK TRP 2005
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on the airport express bus with ate - on the way to the hotel 08 may 2005

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at the lobby of marco polo prince, waiting for our parents 08 may 2005

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@ pizza hut, having lunch 09 may 2005

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with ciara in mcdonald's having breakfast 11 may 2005

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@ china products, buying pasalubongs for our grandparents 12 may 2005

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@ kowloon station, while waiting for the train that'll bring us to the airport 12 may 2005

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@ the airport express train on the way to the airport 12 may 2005

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waiting for boarding 12 may 2005

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waiting to depart. mga pasaway. cellphones must be turned off inside the plane. haha. 12 may 2005