life of a stressful being

I'm so stressed with everything that's been happening lately.. So many things to do for school, yet I don't think I have enough time to do everything. I always have back pains due to stress, and unlike last week where 11pm is too late for me (in sleeping), it seems like I'm back to living the life of someone whose slumber starts at 11pm and ends at 5am SHARP. My life seems so boring, but actually it isn't.

Before I go on and be all emotional and stuff, let me just say that I am so frustrated right now. I studied hard last night - I read the whole chapter on Nervous System worth 40+ pages! Yet we weren't able to have the "short" quiz today. Instead, we'll be having the short and long quiz on Nervous System tomorrow.. Not only that, we have another quiz on Endocrine System, which I still have to read tonight. Ugh!!! This is the reason why my uncle, after graduating from UST BSN didn't work right away, even with all his honors such as being a cum laude and #9 in the boards. Now I know why. I hope I have the energy to work right after I graduate. Know what, even if I'm so tired studying and staying in school late for classes and duty, I feel so happy and so excited. For the first time in my life, I am actually excited to be studying and learning new things. And I am quite happy about that actually. I don't need to be in the Dean's list. As long as I know I'm doing my best in every quiz, every exam, every "assignment", I'm happy. Although being in the Dean's List would be a plus.

I am feeling quite low today because Trisha's leaving on Tuesday. To all my friends from SPCP, Ana Patricia Gonzaga aka Trisha or Anapat is leaving on July 12th for good. Text her na or something. I'm so sad. She has made my life "a whole lot nicer and so much happier and funner" and it's gonna be different not having her around. I know she's from La Salle and I'm from UST, but we still find time to talk to each other, tell each other how we're doing, that kinda thing, and I always call her when I'm bored with school or when I need a friend. Now all that's gonna change. :( It's so sad. She promised naman that she'll be coming back when she's saved enough money na naman eh. Take care Trishie Pie.

Gotta study pa. Yes, I'm a changed woman. :)