A lot of bs

In my Marketing Management class with Prof. Kabadayi (one of the best professors I've had), he mentioned in his Social Media Marketing lecture that a good blog should be updated frequently. I keep a blog I hardly ever use. And that is why, upon learning that fact, I realized I should post more stuff. I know I don't exactly have a 'readership' but this online journal is something I can look back on 20 years from now. I'm done with that class, by the way, since it's an intensive course. Instead of having it for 15 weeks (like all my other classes), we only had it for 7 weeks, but we met twice a week. I am in love with Marketing, and I really hope it loves me back. I was originally booked in Finance, but then come Fall Semester, I switched to Marketing. Now I think I'll do a dual concentration - both Marketing and Finance. (And pray real hard I get a great job after I graduate)

Funny enough, while I was writing a paper on that Social Media (and thinking of my blog), I was too preoccupied on other matters that I ended up writing on the wrong topic. (aaaack!) I only realized that when I got to school at 6pm for my meeting with my other group mates on our marketing paper (too many papers, midterms, and deadlines are making me whack). Prior to meeting my group mates, I went up to the business floor to drop off my paper at the professor's mailbox, but ended up realizing I didn't exactly know where it was! I went to the faculty suites, which was in the other end of the building, far from the faculty mailbox, then I realized I could just drop it off after meeting with my group mates. So as soon as I saw them, I apologized for being 5 minutes late, and they told me that I wrote on a different topic. I only had 30 minutes to watch the videos and write about it, then had to run to my other class. What a crazy evening that was.

Now back to regular programming. I'm finishing the micro-environmental analysis portion of our marketing paper (currently on a break) and tomorrow, I promised myself I will go to the gym before meeting with my group mates again. With such a busy schedule in school, I still want to do so many things, but I feel I don't have enough drive. I want to volunteer at church, land an internship for the summer, and be healthy by working out, ooh and get high grades too, but I don't know why I don't have enough strength to work on all of these. I'll work on it. One step at a time. Sometimes I feel I'm being too hard on myself too. I really have to stop worrying too much.