Confusing my feelings with the truth

Okay, so the title doesn't have anything to do with this journal entry. It just so happened that Gabriella (the character from High School Musical, which I so love thanks to Zac Efron) just sang When There Was Me and You. I love that song.
ANYWAY.
Now I know why 3rd year's tough. I'm feeling the pressure. MS, which I love, is a traitor. The long quiz that Asst Dean gave us was just so hard. I mean at first it didn't seem hard because I studied hard for that quiz, but then all the choices seemed like they were all the right answers. This is where CHOOSE THE BEST ANSWER fits. I was so crestfallen when we were having the feedback for the Fluid and Electrolyte quiz. I was never really good at Fluid and Electrolytes anyway. Bawi next quiz.

DUTY.I love RLE. But man, I hate the sched. Instead of 18 mtgs in the OR, we only have like at most 12 because of class suspensions, holidays. For the first time in my life, I want to have duty. I'm willing to go to the OR and go home late because of a surgery that takes 5 hours to finish. But no. We were deprived of the 18 meetings. Well, no one's to blame for this. Malas lang talaga. Blah. I just keep praying that nothing bad or terrible will happen to me that will make me not want to work in the OR in the future. I love it. I love surgery. Thanks to Grey's Anatomy.

School's tough right? I keep saying that. What's tougher is my sched this week. Although we won't be having classes on Monday thanks to Ninoy Aquino's heroism, I'll be in school straight from Tuesday-Monday the following week. I'm going to be in school even on Saturday and Sunday. 'Cause on Sunday, I'll be having my overnight duty :) Nothing to rave about, since owells. Won't go deep into that. I CAN DO THIS. Right? Right. Sacrifice. I have to go through all this. GOAL? Andy Roddick.

Speaking of, Andy is on a roll. He's into the semis of the Cincys. I'm just so proud of him. So what if he's ranked 12th nalang in the world? Well I know it's a big deal that from being number 5, he's now 12th best in the world, it's just that he's raised his game (ooh got that from his site, which I check everyday). He just beat Andy Murray, the same guy who beat him in Wimbledon. That guy's just so arrogant. Not to be mean or anything, but I'm glad Andy Roddick crushed him. I love Andy Roddick to bits. Haaaay. His game has improved so well, that he's playing the same way he did back in 2003, when he won the US Open. And don't believe the rumors that he's dating Maria Sharapova. That's rubbish. He loves going out, but he doesn't have a girlfriend. Not in 5 years. Haha.

I have to finish my pref cards. I hope that we'd be loaded with surgeries come Tuesday. No duty on Wednesday cos we have a seminar on CPR by Dra. Yamamoto. O diba, no duty na naman. I'M HATING IT. Can't we cancel duty when we're having Community Nursing instead? Blah. Hell week next week. Ugh. That's why I slept the whole day today. I officially have SLEEP BULIMIA. I read in this journal that Sleep Bulimia is being sleep-deprived the entire week and sleeping all day on weekends. Hello? I'm the classic example. Well, you can't blame me. I doubt that I'm the only one in my college with Sleep Bulimia. Crap, Nursing in UST is so damn hard. It's okay though, cos it'll all pay off when I'm an RN na. That's why I fully support my college in its quest for TRUTH, JUSTICE AND INTEGRITY for the Nursing Profession. Speaking of, what Prof Villarama and the entire faculty of the UST College of Nursing did just last Thursday & Friday was on the newspaper. Not just in the newspaper. We were on the banner headline. I'm so proud to be a Thomasian Nurse. Okay, so they teach us that we're above other nursing schools, which is a bad thing, but I now love my college. I love Nursing. Even if Pharmacology doesn't love me back.

I have to say that I have conquered another big fear of mine. Due to the Oath-taking that, thank God was postponed, Prof Villarama moved our class from 10.30 yesterday to 4-5.30pm. I had the option of not attending the class, but I just couldn't, because I was lucky as it is to be having Ma'am Villarama as my Peds prof. I couldn't miss her lectures because she's one of the few teachers I've ever had in my entire life who's that good. Hassle because I brought my car, eh I have a hard time driving in the dark because of the really dark tint in my car windows. I left school around 6 na. But I was able to go home safely naman. Thank God.

Good luck to me this week. After hell week, Prelims week naman. More good luck hahaha