new life

Happy new year! And since it's a new year for me, I also made resolutions - that I'm sure I won't be able to keep..

1. No to cramming! Stop procrastinating! - I'm the world's biggest procrastinator and I hate it. Every first week of the year, the semester, the school year, I always seem so enthusiastic in doing things on time. But as time goes by, and I get more toxic with duty and school work, I get less productive in terms of doing work on time, and am just so lazy in studying. I hate it.

2. Patience is a virtue of Pikachu - according to my sister, Ciara, 5 years ago. I am very very impatient. But I can say that with kids, I couldn't believe that I'm really patient. I was able to take care of Pao for almost 2 weeks, which is an achievement, since he had a number of tantrums while I was there. He had his most violent tantrums with only me and Ate in the apartment. Ate Mae is the most impatient person in the world. Which only means that I'm the only one who tried to appease Pao, which I did successfully. I always take care of Gogo as well. Gogo and Pao are the most active toddlers I know. They never seem to get tired. Very good, Din. But the question is, how come I couldn't be patient in dealing with people my own age? Mystery to me.

3. Have time for yourself - I don't have time for myself. Really.

4. Stop being such a primadonna. Mama tells me every time I get mad with my sisters that I'm such a primadonna. But since Chi's the prima, and Ciara's the donna, I am called the diva. Bad. I hate being labeled as such because I think I'm not a primadonna. Maybe at home lang, but still it's a bad thing..

I'm loving my life. Even with all the pressures, I seem to still be content with everything that's been going on. Even with all my problems in school, I still remain strong. God's been good to me and my family, and I'm so thankful, and I never forget to thank Him for all the blessings He continue to shower upon us. I am so blessed to have my dad, healthy again, cause flashback to a year ago: He had MI, and January 2005 was the longest month in my life. God is good. Thank you Lord :) Plus, my frenemies back in 1st year are now my good and trusted friends. I am really blessed. We finally put our differences and shallowness behind us. We started anew and that's what matters. The only sad thing about 2005 is Trisha leaving me and our friends.I miss her so much. Love you trish..