yey! i can't really say yet, but somehow, i want to say that i survived (ooh i hope!!) my first year in college.. i carry with me bittersweet memories.. yeah..
1st sem was definitely more fun than 2nd sem.. first, because subjects were much simpler (but chem, i tell you, was already hell!), didn't have a grueling sched, UAAP basketball games (hahaha, ugh, the bonding moments with abbie, inna and trish - priceless!), and i can say that i made a lot of new friends.. that sad to say, i wasn't able to keep until 2nd sem.. i am still hoping for a reconciliation, but all of us are too proud to approach each other. it was a very little thing made big by some people. there's no more time for blaming each other. it's over. we might never see each other again - not because we'd be kicked out, but because i think the class will be split into two.. uh, as of now, i'm hoping and praying that i make the cut..
know what, the conflict in class? it's nothing to me anymore.. if they talk to me about it, i'd talk to them. but let me reiterate, no one's making any move for things to be okay between all of us. and well, that's fine by me. i don't like bad memories, so i'd like to remember the good ones nalng. Din, stop thinking about it na!!
I'M FREEEEEE!! no more sleeping for 5 hours a night.. no more waking up at 5 in the morning and sleeping in the van until i get to UST.. no more sleeping again in the van before i even get to Quezon Ave! No more waking up at 5 on wednesdays without shampooing! and best of all,,, NO MORE CHEMISTRY!! 2 semesters of chemistry just made my first year in college a REAL CHALLENGE. and i'm SO NOT SARCASTIC. for all incoming freshmen nursing students at UST, if you LOVED chemistry in high school, you're so gonna hate it this time! Now i can proudly say that i have been through general, inorganic, organic and biochemistry!! now beat that! hahahahaha!
today was my last day as a frosh.. and hopefully, i make it to second year.. indeed a lot of memories that i will keep until my last breath - uh, i do have a flair for the dramatic.
april 8th - Judgment day for frosh nursing students in UST.. the college'll be posting the qualified students for 2nd year.. Oh Lord i hope i make it... man! 2 weeks of worrying!!!!!!! deja vu! *flashback* december 2003 until january 10th 2004 - waiting for the results of the ACET. i was a nervous wreck because of that.. but i'm happy with the result :) i hope i'm happy with the result this time too.... i don't have any grade below 80... yet i'm so nervous.. HELLO??? THE CUT-OFF!!!! ayoko na. I'm bad in chem kasi eh.. makes me nervous kasi i know that my grade in chem would probably be 2.75! and that's 5 units! zoo pa! 5 units! 10 units of science. pero that's okay.. :) it's over. and i did my sorta best naman in the finals. had to make major bawi! and i made bawi :)
they say that if you don't get nervous anymore, you should get nervous.. is that a good sign?
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